Saturday, August 11, 2007
I had a talk wif my other half last nite.
Him telling me about something dat we never expect dat someone could do.
And wat dat sOmeone would say.
I mean like, hey why must u cOmpare?
To each their own.
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*Rezeki masing2 aper*
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Watever dat u've been shOwered wif all this while is nOt enuff?
I think he have showered u wif everythin dat he can and giving in to u to alot of things.
Wat mOre do u want?
*sigh*
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Always wanting to be up there.
Always wanting to be 'classy'.
Always wanting this n wanting dat.
My freaking goOdness!
Typical materialistic person.
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Oh and sneaking out when u said u were sleeping?
Goodness!
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*Org baru nak naik, baru nak tgk dunia, mcm gini la tapi umOr da braper oi*
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We are shOcked, yes we are.
And we didn't expect u to resort to dat.
And we wOnder, wat else.
But we already noe, u aren't any angel right frOm da start.
We can't be bOthered wif u, but we, pity ur other half.
But nuh-uh, we ain't telling, our mouth will be zipped.
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*Sepandai-pandai tupai melompat, akhirnya akan jatOh ke tanah juga*
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I, for once, thruout my relationship wif my fiance, then bf, have never done dat.
I mean ya, if it was Reen in da past, i would've prolly done dat.
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It made me think.
I am so so glad dat i went thru shits and my so-called-wild-life befOre i was wif Dear.
I am so glad my clubbing-mabOk days were over.
I am so glad da guys days were over.
I am so glad dat a whole lot more of it all are over.
N no i shan't elaborate more.
Some noes it all, some dun.
Yes, i am dat bad.
But no, i ain't proud of it all.
Reflecting back, i hated it!
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I hated my past so so much, but yet at da same time, i am glad dat i went thru it, at a younger age.
At least i noe and at least i've went thru all of it before.
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I am blessed to be wif Dear.
My life changed completely after i was wif him.
N no he did not change me, i did myself.
No more nonsense, nothing.
His past was almost as da same as mine.
But thank goOdness after we've been together, no more of those.
I wouldn't noe how our relationship will be if we haven't had enuff of all those.
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Thank u Dear, for making my life whole again.
Thank u for everything dat u've showered me wif.
2 more mOnths and we turn 3!
And, i can't wait, and will be waiting for da time till i'm legally yOurs.
Soon.
:)
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And da song, Dangerously in Love relates soo much bout us.
Each and every single lyrics means so much.
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**And I see my whole future in your eyes**
**Thought of all my love for you**
**Sometimes make me wanna cry**
**Realize all my blessings**
**I'm grateful**
**To have you by my side.**
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I dun give a hOot if ur disgusted by reading this.
Seriously, i dun care.
:p
I love my fiance!
RX Queen