Tuesday, February 13, 2007
.Brunei.
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No. Its not me who have to gO. N its not Dear either.
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BrO-in-law have always travelled frequently for werk. Dat is fine but now...
It has been recently kOnfermed dat my brO-in-law will have to be based in Brunei for 2 years or so. TWO freaking years or more hOkay!
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And dat means, my sister will be quitting her jOb (oh sungguh sayangnyer!) and then follow her hubby along wif my 1st, my one and only niece.
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NOOOOOOOOOOoooooooOOOOOOOO!!!!! :'(
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I guess it was a very hard decision for them as to whether my sis and niece will or not follow coz i was in da car wif them when they talked bout it. Hearing them both talkin bout it made my heart swell and my tears fell. Yes, i cried in da car wifout them noeing.
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*Dah tu eksyen amik tissue kat blakang krete eksyen bebual sendiri blister kluar darah. Padahal nak lap air mata. Heh*
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I have waited so long to get a niece. And, when i already got one, she has to be far away from me. From us. Ok mebbe its nOt dat far but still, they are not near either. My niece is not even a year old. If she goes and come back 2 years later, she wouldn't recognise us.
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Da thOught of Brunei everyday will always make my eyes all teary regardless of where i am. And, i have been crying secretly wifout anyone noeing. Yes i noe they are not gone yet but... Its juz so sad. So very sad. This is when u can see da emOtional side of me. And i mean extremely emOtional.
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And tomoro, tomoro brO-in-law will have to go to Brunei for a few days and then i guess later it will determine on when they, as a family will have to go.......
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And so, i will be on leave tOmoro as requested by my sis to send brO-in-law to da airport so as i could drive back da car.
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I wonder, wonder how it will be when da day comes.
Guess i have to end here befOre i start 'floOding' my bed.
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Lina, kiter senasib gitu kan, abg ko ngan anak2 sedara ko kat US for 2 yrs, ni tak lama lagi kakak ako ngan anak sedara ako plak.
Wait we cry together-gether ok?
RX Queen