Thursday, August 17, 2006
Was on MC yesterday. I slept like a pig. Woke up, went to da doc, had breakfast, eat medicine n slept... 6 hrs later, woke up, had late lunch, eat medicine n slept.. 6 hrs later, woke up, had bread, eat medicine, talk to Dear n slept. Hehehe....
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I was so sick. Down wif fever, flu, cough n sore throat. It sucks. N lil Nadhirah had fever too. I felt sooo bad. Was it me who jangkit her? Oh oh btw, Nadhirah's my cute lil niece name. Iffah Nadhirah. Heh.
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I guess lil Nadhirah missed her daddy who's out of town for werk. But she's better now. I'm a bit better too. But, da shitty thing is, i still can't get near her at ALL till i am really well! Awww... I miss carrying n kissing her. I was sooo jealous dat Dear carried n kissed her juz now when he was here! Damn! I could only smell her worn clothes... *sob sob* Oh me! Pls get well soon!
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The bf fetched me from werk today. Kata sakit kan. Jadik dier amik la. Nyehehe. He didn't take da AYE-BKE route to avoid da jam, instead we went by Upper Thomson Road which is also jammed btw. Heh. It was so jammed, n u noe bikers, they like to selit. Dear did dat... N we passed by one P Plate bike.. RXK i think.. Didnt really notice.. Wif a gurl as his pillion..
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I heard a jammed-break n when i turn, i saw someone fell. I dunno if it was da rider or da pillion coz there were cars blocking. BUT Dear shouted to me dat he saw da gurl 'flying'. Kecot perot ako.. Badi kejap. I hope they are ok...... Ok nuff bout dat. Ako tanak terbayang2 lagi.
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I so wanna change my bloskin!!! I am so sick of this pink color. Yucks. Can anyone help me? Please? Heh.
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I used to hate you.. Bcoz i felt dat u kinda betrayed me years back..
I used to hate you so much dat i hate to see ur face...
I used to hate you dat i would stare at ur face whenever i see u...
I used to hate you dat i hated to hear ur name so much...
I used to hate you dat i can't even see ur name wif any kind of spelling..
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BUT
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As years go by, i tried to forget abt everything... I tried to let it go... Ppl advised me.. 'Dah la Reen... Yg sudah tu sudah..' But i am still very stubborn.. I still can't..
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BUT
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Finally, i did.... I really did.. I forget it all... Somehow, i mellow-ed down... I tell myself 'Fuck it, Reen'. N when i see u, i felt sumthing... I dun feel da hate dat i used to feel anymore whenever i see u... I really felt sumthin dat i can't describe...
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U noe who i am talking about.. U noe who u r, little gurl... :)
*Peace*
RX Queen